If you ever see this post again, I'm sorry... My heart is so heavy, I feel uneasy without your voice, without your presence. I always love to see your smile... regardless what I have said to you, I know deep within my heart, I am always looking for something.. something that would make us better. Maybe today we have stopped saying things to each other.. Although I have tonnes of things want to tell you, whenever I pick up the phone and talk to you.. I can;t control myself from being negative. But really, there is something positive that I want to tell you.
I hope that you would never see this post, perhaps things are better in this way. All the imaginations, hopes for future stop here. I dont know what will happen in the future, I just hope that, at least our moment together would not be forgotten. By that I am content enough with everything we have ever had until now..
Goodbye my lover, Goodbye my friend.
