-你不在-

那個感覺，很糟糕。雖然是日朝相對，可是彼此之間的隔膜，就把我們像天與地的分開。

什麽時候，我們才能坦然的溝通？對著你，我真的沒辦法。

找尋自己的 -顔色-

最近看了很多出色的作品，非常的欣賞他人的品味風格。。

受數理教育的我，還是比較不善於製造那種overwhelming的感覺。。

所以我還需要繼續尋找，屬於自己的風格。。

也許比起faithful而流行的polarised,lomo，就代表了現在的人愛主張個人主見，想法。。來區分彼此。

The purest and most thoughtful minds are those which love colour the most.

-John Ruskin-

I'm sorry

If you ever see this post again, I'm sorry... My heart is so heavy, I feel uneasy without your voice, without your presence. I always love to see your smile... regardless what I have said to you, I know deep within my heart, I am always looking for something.. something that would make us better. Maybe today we have stopped saying things to each other.. Although I have tonnes of things want to tell you, whenever I pick up the phone and talk to you.. I can;t control myself from being negative. But really, there is something positive that I want to tell you.

I hope that you would never see this post, perhaps things are better in this way. All the imaginations, hopes for future stop here. I dont know what will happen in the future, I just hope that, at least our moment together would not be forgotten. By that I am content enough with everything we have ever had until now..

Goodbye my lover, Goodbye my friend.